hi ro, it's been so long since we talked, you because you were unable to, and me because I couldn't think of anything to say to you, as you sat there so silent and far away. I just wanted to tell you how much I loved you and how sad it was to lose you twice, once to that dreadful illness, and again when you finally passed away. Alex believes in heaven and he is going to see you there, and if there is a heaven I know he'll be there to greet you. We've all missed you for such a long time, and I'm glad you're finally free of the hell you lived in for so many years, but I m sad that I'll never see you again ,the way you used to be. That's all, I loved you very much, and hope that you are finally at peace.